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Tuesday
Dec152009

Awaken to the center

 

There is a depth dimension to each of us. We just don’t know what to call it

 

 


...because each name we try might sound too polemical (or circumscribed) for one or more of us.

 


But this doesn’t mean the reality’s not true.

 


We tried the word sacred for awhile

 


…even though that sounds like there’s something holy within an enclosure of incense and prayer flags

 


…while the rest of reality waits outside.

 


There is truth in our sense of alienation

 

…but it isn’t our whole truth

 


…because nothing lies outside the pale of some great love.

 


Perhaps sacred is not the quality of a thing. Perhaps it’s the quality of our being – the quality of how well we have learned to see.

 


And perhaps what appears to lie outside the pale of the sacred is only what we haven’t learn how to see and love well enough.

 


Sacred might be a great adventure.

 


It might be a relationship we cultivate.

 


Art is a great adventure, too.

 


We go spiraling inwardly like a shaman

 


…but our eyes and other senses are wide-open to this world, too.

 


You can even speak to us – and we might even make a little sense.

 


But it is the thread, or connection, that the artist returns with that awakens us.

 


Red Egg began when Debi began writing icons.

 


She discovered the meditative practice in such an art

 


…and realized that each tradition cultivates its own practice in order to drum steadily into the heart of what is real.

 


Maybe there are a thousand ways to pray or meditate.

 


Or maybe there’s only one.

 


We’ve lost count.

 


But even the artist who breaks out in hives at a word like sacred has already discovered his or her own means.

 


You can hear it in music, can’t you?

 


It’s a refuge.

 


And you can live here.
But it’s also not an accident that many of us are travelers

 


…because if you travel well enough, you can’t help traveling within yourself.

 


Then you aren’t a tourist any more. Then you aren’t just visiting your own life.

 


But this can’t be navel-gazing. You aren’t going down to the same place twice.

 


You are moving – and the world is moving, too.

 


And the world is weeping. Even when it’s laughing, a corner of its eye is weeping, too.

 

And certainly we’ve heard.

 


There is a map within us that mirrors the map of the world,

 


…and wherever we descend, another corner of our soul awakens, too.

 


In this sense, we aren’t going anywhere else at all.

 


And certainly we’re not visiting exotic people who live far away from us.

 


Instead we’re awakening to a connection that has always been.

 


So let’s roll up our sleeves again.

 


There’s real work to be done.

 


And not out of any sense of privilege or pity.

 


It’s like Thomas Merton said: my brothers and sisters,

 


…we are already one.

 


We just imagine that we’re not.

 

Attributions...

 

 


While many of the images above are Debi's, others are from...

 


Melissa Lofton – Big Sur.

 


Tsering Pasang – Kathmandu.

 


Frances Law – Perthshire, Scotland

 


Joseph Cartoon – Nairobi

 


Mark Tuschman – Palo Alto

 


Cape Dorset Cooperative – Kinngait, Nunavut

 


Maria Simonds-Gooding – Dingle Peninsula, Ireland

 


Brian Taylor – Los Gatos

 


Claudia Bernardi – Berkeley, Argentina, El Salvador

 


Everest Thanka Gallery – Kathmandu (who will host our next gathering in January)

 

Saturday
Oct172009

Visiting home

No one ever said it should be easy,

…coming back home again, that is.

You thought you understood it – that you weren’t just making a trip this time,

…but had become a traveler instead.

But perhaps it’s only now, when your old/new life welcomes you back in,

…that you realize how much the road has crept into your bones

…and that there’s a pilgrim-self within you that desperately wants to stay alive.

So we still haven’t unpacked all the way. And there are packages we mailed home to ourselves that we haven’t opened yet.

And for the longest time, I couldn’t bear to put away my open travel bag.

We’ve heard so many good questions since we’ve been back.

One of them our good friend Greg asked…

“What is it that you think you really miss – the places you visited, or the self you became while you were traveling?”

“They’re bound up with one another, aren’t they?” I said at last.

“Yes, they must be,” he said back.

Our friend Dave Saunders, back home for a little while from Red Rhino Orphanage in Kenya, was at table this night, too.

“All I know,” Dave said, “is that I’m my best self when I travel.”

Not only have we seen Dave since we’ve been back, but our friend Shree Gopal Shrestha from Kathmandu, and his friend Sushil, have visited us, too -- and two good friends from the south of France.

It is like our journey has been visiting us this time.

“If we don’t really practice now,” Debi and I said to one another on our way back home, “ we might lose it all.”

So Debi’s been sitting every morning since we’ve been back,

…“sweeping the garden, any size”

…to keep away the clutter

…so that the real can find its way back in.

But you know how difficult that is – clearing up the clutter within yourself

…as the real goes around knocking on all the doors and windows.

In fact, maybe it’s because the real is everywhere that it’s so difficult.

Maybe we’re terrified of it.

Maybe we’d just prefer to go back to sleep and let that slippery entity, the self, continue to preen and posture as if it’s really some fixed thing after all.

It’s the habituated eye and heart – and not the world -- that closes the door on everything.

And we habituate so easily.

It’s understandable, after all. We need to create a familiar space. We want to wake up in the middle of the night and sense that things are just where we had left them.

You asked us. “Tell us the truth,” you said. “Tell us what it’s really like now that you are back.”

OK, take a good deep breath. Certainly, we can tell the truth to one another after all this time?

But the first thing that wants to jump out of my mouth is this: that suburbia can be a neat comfortable trap.

And that all the things most appealing about it – its orderliness and cleanliness and efficiency – can be ironically what pins you in the most.

But certainly we don’t miss the antithesis -- the poverty and pollution and pell-mell raucous street noise

…of Addis Ababa

…and Nairobi

…and Kulithalai

…and Kathmandu.

 

Or do we?

Because isn’t part of what we miss

…the open air raggedness

…of a daily life

…outside of any walls at all?

The patterns of our old life close back in as easily as some old suit.

But the truth is: I don’t want my old life back. Not all of it anyway.

And certainly not those barbs that the soul can get caught on as by an old ranch fence where she hangs and withers and disappears in the noonday sun.

And I don’t want to confine you either -- within my own presumptions of you it is you’re supposed to be.

On the road, you invent yourself – or the road invents you – new each day.

You’re no longer the CEO of your own life. There’s been some insurrection.

“Throw the damn fools out,” someone has called out.

  

And now you’re not quite sure who you are.

You need to splash water on your face in the morning and ask the day itself to tell you.

Look over in the corner. There’s a travel-bag that’s lived a whole lifetime in just one year. And it’s just as dusty and eager as you are to head out that door again.

On the road, the furniture whispers “hush” and rearranges itself differently each night.

It just wants to surprise you.

And some damn things it just moves all the way out the door

…without even bothering to tell you where the familiar might have hid itself

…because it understands

...that you don’t really need to know.

 

Friday
Jul172009

The Journey to the East

Perhaps you’ve already made this journey,

…or did you think the opportunity had passed you by some time ago,

…perhaps lost back in the 60’s along with so many other things,

…when you were reading Herman Hesse in your dorm room, or a decade or so later, Thomas Merton’s The Asian Journals?

Or perhaps the archetypal East has already traveled west to visit you.

And actually we’re mid-air ourselves right now, even as we type,

…wearing the khata the Tibetan Guesthouse gave us

…when we left Kathmandu.

Just the day before, I had picked up this Smithsonian magazine from the reading table.

“Look at this place,” I said to Debi. “Why don’t we go here next?”

But in the meantime, ever since we had been in India, we'd been mulling over the question of the ashram.

“What is an ashram?” artist Jyoti Sahi asked. He's been asking himself this question for most of his life.

In India, we stayed in three ashrams. Actually, two were not-quite ashrams – which brings us right back to Jyoti's question again.

Shantivanam in Tamil Nadu is a Christian Ashram, founded by French priests Parama Arubi Ananda (Jules Monchanin) and Abhishiktananda (Henri Le Saux).

But the most recognizable figure associated with Shantivanam is Benedictine monk Fr. Bede Griffiths.

Father Bede arrived in 1968. With Bede’s presence and teachings, Shantivanam became known around the world.

In 1980, Shantivanam became part of the Camaldolese congregation, which makes it particularly dear to us.

We will have more to say about our own connection with the Camaldolese in future blogs.

The aim of Shantivanam is to establish a contemplative life that is based both on the tradition of Christian monasticism and on Hindu Sannyasa.

The Vedas, Christian scriptures, and other sacred texts are all studied,

…while the community follows the customs of a Hindu ashram,

…wearing saffron-colored robes,

…sitting on the floor,

…and eating with the hand,

…according to the character of voluntary poverty which has always marked the Hindu sannyasi.

We fell into the rhythm of Shantivanam easily and with delight -- so perhaps now we can say something about Jyoti's question after all,

...namely, that an ashram is a place where meditation can begin to permeate your whole life

…so that even jaunts outside the ashram, like into the nearby village of Kulithalai,

…become just an extension of that ashram life.

At Shantivanam, liturgy holds Hindu and Christian resonances together naturally,

...so that prayer and meditation and yoga all feel like one integral practice again -- native to one's own place,

...and you realize once again that a life of common prayer carries you along much more surely than an airliner ever could.

And you remember everything --

…the sandalwood paste in the morning on your face or hands,

…the purple powder, Kumkumum, symbol of the third eye, at midday,

…and ashes, Vibhuti, when daylight has closed its own eyes, too.

And each day, everything – each of the four elements and your own body, too – are offered back to their Creator in one great prayer of fire,

…within this rhythm in which friendships

…bloom as easily

…as flowers.

Actually, we’re right back in India even as we type this line. But perhaps you think that a lounge in the airport at Delhi – where you’ve landed in transit from Nepal – is a far cry from ashram life.

But we still haven’t answered Jyoti’s question, have we?

We also visited the Aurobindo Ashram in Pondicherry.

We don’t have the time to explain all the dimensions of Sri Aurobindo’s thought and life. But perhaps you know yourself

...that Aurobindo was an important revolutionary figure in the early part of the 20c in India.

He was also a poet, a breakthrough interpreter of the Vedas, and the developer of what he called integral yoga.

He held together both India’s ancient non-dual mysticism, which he believed was his country’s unique gift to the world, and a western view of the evolutionary nature of human consciousness.

When the rising elemental shakti energy rises through the chakras, it will be met by the descent of a divine consciousness that Aurobindo called the Super-mind.

This descent will mark an evolutionary quantum leap in human consciousness.

In the last decades of his life, Aurobindo withdrew into seclusion to dedicate himself to bringing this event to life within himself.

We visited Aurobindo’s Ashram, but we didn’t stay there. We stayed at Auroville instead.

When Aurobindo withdrew into seclusion, the day-to-day direction and teaching in the ashram passed to “the Mother,” Aurobindo’s spiritual consort, whom both he and their disciples believe to be an embodiment of the Universal Mother.

Auroville is the Mother’s dream of a place dedicated to Aurobindo’s principles – and a place where a community might live in a kind of geometry of peace...

…a place that might await -- and rise up, as it were – to meet the descent of the divine.

So we hung out

…and bombed around Auroville awhile.

It is an agreeable place to be

…with enough creature comforts to keep westerners appeased.

It is true, though, that even the abstract idea of a guru makes many of us nervous ipso facto -- let alone when the Mother is gazing out at you so ubiquitously in Auroville.

But you don’t exactly take exception to anything you’ve heard her say. It must just be the sense of devotion to a human that puts your teeth on edge.

And Auroville can feel like a soap-bubble separated from the poverty of the Tamil villages that surround it,

…separated in a way that Shantivanam never is.

The center of Auroville is the Matrimandir – a place for concentration, for consciousness alone.

Yes, from the outside the Matrimandir looks like a slightly flattened golden golf ball, but its interior is an architectural wonder.

You aren’t allowed to bring cameras inside -- and you must follow certain step-by-step requirements even to be allowed inside yourself – so Debi can’t regale you with photographs of the interior.

And long as we surfed, we only came up with a one or two good pirated interior photographs.

And here’s a sketch of an early plan of the interior. Perhaps you get the drift: the long spiral ascent, the spareness inside, the opening through which light can always descend to strike the crystal in the upper, inner chamber.

The Matrimandir is supposed to be a place left free from any religious practice or method. Leave all that outside.

Sit in the inner chamber and concentrate on your consciousness alone.

Inside, you might feel a little like you’re wearing a white-jumpsuit in some futuristic Woody Allen world. But the Matrimandir’s cool. Literally.

The inner chamber is air-conditioned. And in Tamil Nadu towards the end of June, just before the monsoons hit, this is no small matter.

We could have meditated in that inner chamber for a long, long time.

Though it sounds like we're only writing tongue-in-cheek now, that isn't altogether true. Yes, we did smuggle in a couple (Christian) mantras of our own.

But we found the Matrimandir a good place to sit, quite on its own – and our own humble practices were helped by it.

By the way, as we’re typing on board a plane again, the flight path now reads with names like these: Kabul, Samarkand, Tashkent, Ust’ Kamenogorsk, Novosibirsk.

Are we at least hovering around Jyoti’s question? What is an ashram anyway?

We visited Jyoti and his wife Jane as our last stop in India.

Jyoti is an artist who has always been concerned with the interplay of art and spirituality.

He was with Bede at Kurisumalam Ashram before Bede had came to Shantivanam, and he has been friends with people like Lorrie Baker, the Quaker architect who overturned presumptions about what waste really means in housing designs

…for the affluent

…and for the poor.

Among his many interests, Jyoti has studied the idea of ashram, which is a word that Rabindore Tagore’s father first used. Jyoti has studied Tanner communities and sarvodaya, Gandhi’s “village-based ashram movement of social transformation.”

The aim of sarvodaya is “an awakening of everyone.”

It was these Gandhian communities that brought Jane from Britain to India when she was 18. She made one return-trip to Britain, then came right back to India, where she and Jyoti have created this life together in the village of Silvapura outside Bangalore.

There are four stages of ashrama, Jyoti says, that match the stages of our own life.

Student-life comes first. This is the stage of gaining the necessary knowledge for both our material and spiritual life.

Then comes householder-life – when we raise and care for our families.

The third stage is vanaprastha -- a pilgrim’s life, a life of semi-retirement from the world, the forest-wanderer’s life.

Merton thought he was in this stage when he made his journey to the east in 1968, that momentous year -- the year when Bede had come to Shantivanam, too.

“Is this the stage we’re entering, too?” Debi and I asked ourselves.

The fourth stage is sannyasa, the great renunciation of every worldly tie and aspiration so that one can make the final turn towards God alone. One assumes the kavi habit then.

On our way to India, we were told, “You have to visit Jyoti’s art ashram.”

Did that person misspeak – or not?

“We haven’t been an ashram,” Jane says, “ but we like to think we’ve kept a certain openness.”

Indeed, friends and guests, often artists, have come and stayed for months and years --in one case, for fifteen years.

Jyoti and Jane created an art center for artists and students,

...and in 1975, they built a school for the village that Jane continues to direct, raise funds for, and teach in herself.

When we met her, she had just returned from a two-week trip visiting schools in Chicago, Seattle, and San José.

Their grown children have gravitated back to this extended home. One son and his wife direct the art center now.

Another daughter and her husband are wood-sculptors.

And she teaches art to inner city kids who come from Bangalore.

The gravitational center of this life has always been a focus upon the meeting-point of art, spirituality, culture, and education,

…and from a relaxed concentration upon this meeting-point – and from Jyoti's and Jane's differing but compatible personal gifts -- a life has emerged as organically as any Matrimandir.

Perhaps this is the practice, the integral yoga, for householders such as we are.

And Father Bede, for one, believed that householder-spirituality would be crucial for the world's future.

Now the flight-path on the screen in the plane reads: Reykavik

…and Baffin Island,

…which means we’re spinning west and homeward once again,

…though we’ll have to discover what home means to us now, since we’ve come to believe, as Basho writes, that

“Each day is a journey,

“…and the journey itself is home.”

Tuesday
Jun302009

Don’t we always live in two worlds at once? – Lalibela, Ethiopia

The first world is deforested, and there is small cause for hope.

Priests are bored and vaguely resentful

…that they must lift up their church’s ancient cross for you -- in return for ten birr or so.

Sometimes no photographs of the second world seem possible at all.

After all, a camera around your neck is different from a cross,

...but Debi's warmth can draw the second world up towards the surface anyway

...because the second world we live in is always a relationship.

This woman might have carried firewood for four hours

…to sell it in the town

…of an utterly deforested land.

In the second world, walking is as natural as grace,

…and the scent of frankincense and smoke rises from the same firewood,

…and the scent of the roasting beans rises, too,

...in a coffee ceremony meant entirely for you

…when someone invites you into their home.

In the first world, street kids lie to you.

“I am a student,” the young boy says. “I want to be a lawyer. To end corrupt.”

You know what he means. And he has learned well the rhetoric that someone like you would want to hear.

“My examination is in several days. But I don’t have pencils or books.”

But in the first world, if you buy them for him, as soon as you round the corner, he returns them to the store, and in collusion with the shop owner turns a neat little profit, perhaps for ch’at or beer.

And he continues to learn that begging on the street brings more quick money to hand than long hours over those same books.

In the second world, children go to school,

…perhaps even a traditional Ethiopian liturgical school,

…where many of the brightest students in Lalibela go.

In the second world, peers read to a blind student – the young man on the right

…in the ancient Ethiopian language of Ge’ez,

…and the young man learns the liturgical texts and songs by heart.

In the first world, missionaries, even those of good intent, don’t critique deeply enough the cultural and political assumptions they still import.

Perhaps the church still looks European

...and white to them,

…and they build compounds and empires, large and small, to protect themselves from a history they, and we, have helped create.

Perhaps you recognize them. Perhaps you’ve lived in one of them yourself.

In the second world, the church is indigenous.

It has had its own relationship with Jerusalem and Alexandria -- and with the trade route through the Red Sea between Greece

…and India.

That is to say, it has had a history of influences and engagement as has any land,

…but no one has painted its faith

…in the color of someone else’s face.

Rumi is one of the poets who has written of these two worlds -- for instance, in his poem “Tending Two Shops.”

“The only real rest comes
when you’re alone with God,” he says.

“Live in the nowhere you came from

“…even though you have an address here.

“You own two shops,
and you run back and forth.

“Try to close the one that’s a fearful trap
getting always smaller.

“Checkmate this way,
checkmate that.

“Keep open the shop
where you’re not selling fishhooks any more.

“You are the free-swimming fish.”

So let’s go back a second time through the rock-hewn churches of Lalibella,

…quietly and alone this time.

We’ll enter through the portal called Adam’s Tomb -- because we must pass through death

…and the underground,

…and the way is circuitous

…and never all the way apparent in any single glance,

…no matter in which single place you stand at any given moment.

Nonetheless, you’ve already been intuiting as you walk

…that these rock-hewn churches of Lalibela,

…form some map of your own soul.

“Are you a Christian?” I am asked in this second world by a man with good English who, like me, is circling the Medhane Alem on the feast of the Redeemer,

…prayers beads through our fingers,

…small Ethiopian crosses around our necks.

In the second world, there is only understanding

…and the beautiful cross of the church, which the priest is eager to show you now, has become even more beautiful still,

…and in the second world, he sits

…and prays beside you.

There have been paths

…and doorways all along the way,

…and in the second world, no door is really closed,

…and there are no dead-ends anywhere, no matter how things might first appear.

Later, when all the churches have been closed, you cannot count the prostrations a young man makes at the doorway of the Biet Emmanuel far below you.

He thinks he is praying all alone,

…but in the second world, the unseen is always praying with you.

There have been crosses all along the way as well,

…forms

…that have come

…from everywhere,

…and yet each belongs exactly here.

When you hear rock-hewn churches, you might think this just means they are made of stone.

And sometimes this is partly true.

But more often they are monolithic, or semi-monolithic. This means that they have been carved from one block of stone as a whole.

Think of that a moment.

This means that a church like Biet Giorgis is not a fabricated building at all.

Rather, Biet Giorgis is a sculpture,

… carved inside

…and out,

…from one great single stone.

In the second world, all of us are pilgrims,

…and when you emerge from an underworld like this,

…back into a town that has never stopped surrounding you,

…no matter how single you might have felt,

…you find friends passing and greeting and acknowledging one another all along the street,

…and since you do not press for eye contact long yourself,

…friends greet and acknowledge you as well.

There has been a funeral on this day, too,

…down in the River Jordan that runs through the churches of Lalibela.

It is called the River Jordan because the churches of Lalibela are understood to form an image of Jerusalem itself,

…and the journey which you just have made

…has been from an historical Jerusalem

…to the cosmic New Jerusalem.

It will take you two more weeks to understand this -- without ever really understanding anything -- because at the same time that you were walking through the underworld of these churches,

…your dear friend Jeannine was making this journey in the most profound way of all,

…so that only now do you understand that your own pilgrimage,

…from darkness into light,

…through the threshold of death

…into some new life,

…has only ever been the necessary foretaste and preparation

for the difficult

…and blessed journey

…that each of us must make.